Kinda angry....

Yesterday went to run with rox..... looking at birds and skys.....then started crushing Mini millipides...WOoOHHoo so fun...i m crazy...then talk talk talk until it is 7.....i am suppose to be home at 4.....cause i told my mom i went out ta eat...

when i reached home...my mom didnt scold me...WooHHOo...juz told her i went to run..hehe... then later in the night i tok to jude and rox....then i started singing with jude... my mom came out and scolded me once...then the second time...she came out and shutted all the lights..and the tv...then told me to go to sleep...dammit...wouldnt she try to understand mi a lil?....then he hunged my call...shit....i begged her for 30 min then she threathened to wack me...fuck...i starting to hate her...sianz....

now toking to jude and a new friend ... so pai seh...tt's me...

WOOT WOOT

Woot woot...

went to woodland yesterday...again..to the library....then walked around aimlessly...then we went to the foodcourt..then went out without doin anything...then we went to the place where we can see malaysia..then i tok to rox while jude by the side singin his heart out..
hten we wnt home...when walkin to the bus stop...jude walked damn fast...i rushed up to him and ask him wats wrong...he said nothin...i bet he must be angry over sumthing...u couldnt be angry over nothing rite..then we sat the bus and went home...i was so tired i fell asleep on the bus...

FOR DONT KNOW WHAT REASON>>>SORRY JUDE...

juz now i was so damn busy...caught between jude and rox...haiz..cannot tok bout it....

later goin to CP...maybe goin to run...if there is rain...well i m crazy...going to run i the rain...

haizzz

oppss....forget to update my blog again...

yest. went to escape...woke up at 6...then went to meet rox and carl....didnt expect carl was goin...he said he want to go for tennis training...haiz...i think he will soon realise tt tennis sux...haha..then we went to meet up with jude and raj

the first few rides of escape was not bad..went for go-kart race...damn fun...but all the cars except for 1 sux..haiz...i hate the new ride...the flipper or sumthing like tt...i sat 1 time then i puked...rox puked too...but later she went to sit on it again...haha...looks like i am a weakling..haiz...then the rest of the day sux...because of the queasy feel i have in my stomach..until we ate...WHew! after tt...everyone felt better..i think...then we went to sit on all the rides again..then raj has to go home... he is buckless yet..he want to take a taxi home... and wanna borrow $10 frm us...hehe..all of us refused....he is spoilt la...

i think raj made carl angry...not sure...when raj sorta bullied carl...carl fell down...then carl "looks" angry..then he pinched raj's nip..haha..then grab his throat juz for a while...i saw carl's face..he looked angry...haha..cant believe he grabbed raj nipples LOL..haha....after raj left..dunno y....i felt a lot happier...hehe...i think the others felt happeier too..hehe..we took the wet and wild...it was less scary as we thought it would be....norm...it would be crowded...but it seemed deserted....after all tt we went home....i couldnt sleep..haha..felt sick...then msg-ed rox until 12 then my mom forced me to sleep...

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went to plaza sin todae...haiz...actually supposed to watch harry potter...but the ticket ran out....and then we wanted to see the best bet..but the next show is at 1.30...in the morn..siao...then we ate then juz went home..haiz...sianzzz

my mom bought me a chinese assesment...and wanted me to do...forced me to do 1 chapter everyday..fuck man...i feel tt she is starting not to understand me...maybe its me...but she is starting to do things i dont like...

SoRRy

opps..forget to update the blog for a week liao....too busy...

too much happened tis week..i aint gonna tok bout it all

i feel tt i have taken more to the liking of black metal song...well...ppl say i crazy already...well more than B4 tt is less crazy...then when i saw an article tt say...satan hate humanity...then i started not to take inetrest in satanism...cause i love myself..hehe...but i still wanna see the rituals..anyway..i m now in a think blanket..so cold the weather...i am scared tt it will rain on friday...

yesterday when i,rox and jude go to woodland...we go to a place where we can see JB..so cool..then becuase JB is on the same island as cambodia..then i become damn sad...i suddenly remembered sum1..despite the constant goin out....

i became a lil' bit better in drums....although still very lousy

nothin to write liao...i typed sumthing up here juz now...but i cancelled it...scared of ppl's impression...

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Skipped school todae...hehe.notactually lah.... juz went for sum tennis competition...on the way back ...we stripped raj...hehe(ass ussual)

Warning:the following text contain explict GORE... kids under 30(yes..it is 30..no typo error) cannot view tis even under parental consent...

while we went back on the bus...we rape rajesh as usual...but tis time... it is hardcore....wisshh ... juz in 5 seconds...his shirt juz came off.... it was hard getting him onto the floor..but with randy's help...hehe..we managed......then we started by taking off his shoes and socks....then... the unexpected happened....(ahhhhhhh!!!!...tis is the gory page!!!!)ben pulled down his pant's and half of his ass were shown... i saw it as i was rite behind him....it was like D.D->ass L>>me D.DL ......
it is tis close... but i didn't care as it was only half....
the he got up.....benjamin pulled down all of his pants and all his ass were showing....(the private part didnt show)..... and tis time... i nearly vomited...n the sight of it keep flashing back in my mind..... it is so damn damn damn damndamndamndmandmnamdnamndmandmanmdnamndmandman GROSS!!!!!


aft tt we went to raj house...damndmanmdnmandmanmdanmdnmadnman boring....but luckily ...raj's friend , jude and rox were there.. at least it wasn't so boring with them around...

then we went home... on the bus... i sudenly feel very very blur...even my vision was blur...i cant concentrate dunno for wat reason... i might have mental illness......
then duunno y... i was suppose to take bus 161 with rox n jude... dunno y... i rejected...maybe too blur.... then i took out my MP3...then my earpiece skin came off... i think there.... if it was u ... u wold try to look for it rite....but duunno y! i walk away!!!!...then when i got home... then i realised... WTF.. i m becoming retarded.... then i went back to the bus station to look for my earpiece...but to no avail....FARK MAN....!!!!!

i feel tt i havve drifted away frm most of my friends...time ti buck up....and pull up my socks......

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WTF sia...

todae i went to marine parade with my mom... to eat and shop.... when we reached tis pet's shop.... i saw tis small lil fish... it's body is transperant so i can actually see it's brain,shit...n all that stuff.....then i was thinking "WTF!!! imagine sum1 who can see my shit...urine...brain and all the shit in my body... n even noe when i need to shit.... tt's damn shit..." and then i saw tis lil dog....eating it's own shit.....yuks man....

anyway.. it's a freaking boring day todae... just now when i got home.... my cat would norm cum up to me and meow for food...but i saw my cat laying lifeless on the floor...i was so scared my shit nearly came out.. when i got up to him...i used my leg and softly push it... n it didn't move.... then my mom used water n splashed it on it... then it woke up.... WTF sia.... my cat....

OOPPSS

Oppppppps.... i forgot to plant a blog yesterday....

i was too tired to write a blog yesterday...slept at 9...norm..i slleepp at 12..

ayway...i went to watch troy with jude rox and carl todae.. we've like going together always for 2 weeks liao...weird...

went to bishan to watch troy... raj suppose to come but cannoot make it as the show start at 2 ... so happy..hehe..then after tt.. we walked carl and rox back... it is very weird as jude rarely come up with such a thing... they might have sumthing in mind as when we reached her house.. he told me to wait at the elevator..i think.. i could'nt hear properly....they MUST be up to sumthing...

i feel like an "extra" when i go out with jude and rox... dunno y... but jude always ask me to go with him whenever rox call him.. he too shy to tok to rox......

now i m feeling like doing crimes and being satanic.. might be my mind up to sumthing...i m crazy.....or maybe it is after i see the slipknot's mask... rox sia....